The Schoolgirl Look :)

OMG - more than a year??? *spanks self* bad sissy...

Thank you everyone who commented and emailed and got me off my bottom to repost. i haven't given up!! just been v busy with general life stuff getting in the way.

So...what i did on my holidays lol: well this one day at band camp, i was wearing a tartan skirt, and my blouse fell open...i'll always love the schoolgirl look i think, it's so teasy :) hope you like!! xo lissie

ribbons and pigtails

little piggytails are sweet - so are nice filmy negligees :) - but learning hair and makeup is important, here's some of my efforts from yesterday... i'm no expert lol xo lissie

girdles and glamour

i love retro glamour so much - here's my own take on it, it made me feel very femme fatale, or at least the sissy gurl version of...you can also see how small and tight my red ribbon is :) xox lissie

pink!

let's face it, it's one of my favourite colours, and i think it's a cute outfit (especially the faux leather leggings and legwarmers) can't wait to lose a little weight though lol... xox lissi

peachy sissy dress!

23/08/10

well finally some new pics lol…if you look back a few posts you will see pic of my peachy sissy dress. So I finally got around to wearing it today, fully corseted and with my little ribbon on under my panties. I especially identify peach as a sissy colour: sometimes guys can wear pink in an ironic fashion (even though i love pink!) whereas peach is just a bit too little girl. And I’m so not used to the restriction of corset (or ribbon!), but it’s got me thinking about a nice Master or Mistress making me more girlish J oh and I apologize for the blurry face, but no makeup is not a pretty look on me!

xox lissie

19 August 2009

Strict ribbon chastity! Dedicated to Miss D

***Please vote in my poll!***Under Miss D’s advice and to help my further femming I have been only allowed to orgasm as a gurl: more specifically now I have to have my clitty tied up tight with ribbon, ride my dildo like a sexy gurl and rub the tip of my clitty with one finger only.

This means no easy lazy boy orgasms: I haven’t had cummies for four days now but tonight got too much – I had a very pretty white satin nightie on, some new ribbon to try out, and a pussy that was aching to be filled.

So I did it: my clitty couldn’t get big or hard because it was tied so tightly: the feeling wasn’t painful at all just strange as it focused all my aroused attention on my pussy. My hips are sore from riding it and straddling so wide, but I feel again very slinky sexy and gurly, that just-been-well-fucked look : )

As a wise lady said, this shows that I AM a gurl – no male would ever do this or even be able to orgasm like this, and it also shows that gurls like me can be sexual and sexy and still retain our effeminacy in our most intimate spots.

I do wonder if men find it more or less erotic than having it unwrapped and um, rampant as opposed to couchant shall we say?

And all I could think about was being filled at both ends while looking just as pretty as I can…omigod I need it bad lol…

Xox Kayla.

15 August 2009

last night’ show, first one back after six months – yay!

****Miss Dee’s poll has finished! ****** By a slim margin more people think i am better as Kayla Kent, sexy sissy whore: beating narrowly cute little sissy lissie in ribbons and ruffles. What does this mean to me? i guess that i’m more of a little, cutesy prissy sissy than i thought, the pics i did happened quite easily and quickly…and that only happens if there is an innate talent/predilection for it... and i know that Kayla Kunt with blonde hair will be hot, especially/even when dressed as a little satin party dress gurl.

i am finding being a feminised sissy gurl, the mix of kayla and sissy lissie, quite liberating: i know people look at me and wonder etc but i also know some of them are wanting to touch me or put their cocks in me. it makes me feel very sexy indeed and i have found myself wiggling my bottom more, or bending over unnecessarily to fix a shoe strap etc.

And i’m so proud of how the gig went, how the band played, how i wore my stripper heels all night, how i tried to speak in a soft and feminine manner surrounded by all those very manly and some quite scary men, how the burlesque girls treated me much more like one of themselves (with the first one, petite Miss K D being very nice, supportive and attentive), and how sissy and sexy i felt in my dress with my new tiered satin petticoat.

i'd so love if this band got famous: beauty salons in the morning, recording in the afternoon, world tours and shopping opportunity and living as a punk-rock princess full time!!!

i have been carrying my purse to all but the roughest areas or conservative jobs, even to pick up and drop off the P.A. i got ready at home tonight and my pretty satin dress doesn't have any pockets so i definitely needed it!! It's also easier to find stuff in a bag rather than search pockets.

More gigs, more of an excuse to get hair done too. still looking for an appropriate and good salon, have almost decided on blonde with highlights, but i’m worried about the effect of going from black to blonde on my hair.

And so although i have spent half the weekend in the car and dropping off PA's and amps etc and am a tired gurl, i feel the whole weekend was a success - especially feeling SO effeminate and frilly next to all the blokey men at the party.

Xox sissy Kayla Kent

12 August 2009

flying update – nails and handbag

This week has just been insane with work and rehearsals etc, so I haven’t had much time for anything. So I thought I’d post a pic of my cute little handbag! I get a few stares but no-one has said anything direct: it’s also only able to be carried on the forearm as the straps are so small. You can also see my lengthening nails: I am still wearing my girdle every day but dithering about my hair. My second ear piercing is healing nicely though: I can’t wait for the next month to pass so I can wear matching danglies!

I’m very excited about performing in my maid outfit on Saturday night too! Hoping for some great pics there.

Also my last two orgasms have been decidedly girly – pussy filled, and clitty wrapped up tight in ribbon chastity, only the head exposed. I use the tip of one finger just on the top: it takes a while but it’s a very feminine and feminising result! Miss D again has been a great help with teaching me about sissy chastity and playing!

There may be pics soon heehee xox Kayla

9th August 2009

I am very happy today: my suspender belt to match my Pleasure State White Label "Pin-up" panties arrived! They are in a beautiful pink jacquard satin with really pretty black lace, here’s a couple of pics:

And I will be doing my own pics in them very soon lol…maybe have to get the matching bra as well: I do love a matching set because only the most feminine of girls worry about matching their underwear…

Xox Kayla

7 August 2009 - PART TWO

PART TWO

Finally after two days of solid work I had time for my maid dress pictures! Omigod I am buzzing with femmy feelings after doing these pics and I am going to keep this post short: my pussy is all fluttery and I soooooo need someone to spank and do bad things to me :). Please tell me what you think!

xox Kayla

7 August 2009

red nails, red panties!

Just wanted to show off my red nails lol…feeling very Kayla Kent today!

xox Kayla

A gurl has many faces and I am no exception

Sometimes, I feel like Kayla Kent (maybe it should be Kayla Kunt - a little too obvious? LOL), an insatiable porn actress who is very eager to please. Kayla has a naughty mind and loves anything kinky. Kayla is all about men - lots and lots of men.

And at other times, I feel like the typical gurl next door, Lissa; quietly sensual, confident and friendly. Lissa loves to shop and go on dates and just be herself. She loves a romantic evening by candlelight.

And in between those times, I am a little ashamed to admit this, but I want nothing more than to be a little sissy gurl, sissy lissie; who belongs in the most outrageous frills and ruffles. lissie is an utter sissy that needs a strong, dominant Mistress to collar her.

It seems, I am full of gurlish fantasies and I would love to hear from everyone about which role you think I am best suited for - maybe all of them? Don't be afraid to leave your comments, I am looking forward to reading them.

(and special thanks to Miss D for help with this one), love and luck to all :)

xox lissa

30 July 2009

I’m feeling really blah tonight – worked all femme and feel nice but my confidence got shot to pieces when I walked into a 7-11 to get some stuff and the young local morons with nothing better to do started the insults. I’m mature and brave enough to normally just sweep by and ignore it, but it kind of got to me tonight. I think it’s one of the first times I’ve had a girlish fear reaction to tough guys instead being ready to joke, run, or fight my way out of it lol…

…ah well. I’m sure others have had worse. Maybe I’m feeling a little guilty because my changing will affect other people’s lives, and that’s what has thrown me (not an emotion I’m used to at all lol). But I’m feeling a little shaky.

I’m also feeling proud because I’ve been working on some very sissy lil gurl shots tonight. I’m just going to post one pic because they are really supposed to be for a project post that Miss Dee is kindly helping me with. Actually thinking of the support I have from wonderful people on here and in my real life I’m feeling a lot better.

And these local kids will be in jail soon enough anyway lol…

So with peace, love, truth and beauty I wish you all a good night from freezing cold old M-town.

xox lissa.

26 July 2009

Girdled for bed, in my favourite heavy satin long black nightgown and red bra & knickers, do you think I will make men’s cocks hard?

I was wondering tonight, what is the purpose of a sissy? Obviously to serve and train and behave, but as Miss D pointed out, the end purpose of transforming is to become a fetish sissy pleasure doll for men: tiny waist, big breasts, lingerie, and things like long red acrylic nails. Do you remember the old Forced Womanhood magazine covers?

I have admitted my fate and am posting some pics of me ready for bed and my hour’s plugging (and if I can’t stop, a sissy anal orgasm). I know I can’t hide forever so I might as well get some practise – it makes me quiver to think of men looking at them and getting hard.

And the big question dear readers, am I to go blonde? I have done the goth-rock black for years and it is akin to changing religions…but I know it will further sissify me in public, and make me more into a playboy bunny type sissy slut.

If I wait till I’m ready I never will be. Thanks Miss D, and all commenters: I crave feedback and will reply too.

xo lissa