i love retro glamour so much - here's my own take on it, it made me feel very femme fatale, or at least the sissy gurl version of...you can also see how small and tight my red ribbon is :) xox lissie
last night’ show, first one back after six months – yay!
****Miss Dee’s poll has finished! ****** By a slim margin more people think i am better as Kayla Kent, sexy sissy whore: beating narrowly cute little sissy lissie in ribbons and ruffles. What does this mean to me? i guess that i’m more of a little, cutesy prissy sissy than i thought, the pics i did happened quite easily and quickly…and that only happens if there is an innate talent/predilection for it... and i know that Kayla Kunt with blonde hair will be hot, especially/even when dressed as a little satin party dress gurl.
i am finding being a feminised sissy gurl, the mix of kayla and sissy lissie, quite liberating: i know people look at me and wonder etc but i also know some of them are wanting to touch me or put their cocks in me. it makes me feel very sexy indeed and i have found myself wiggling my bottom more, or bending over unnecessarily to fix a shoe strap etc.
And i’m so proud of how the gig went, how the band played, how i wore my stripper heels all night, how i tried to speak in a soft and feminine manner surrounded by all those very manly and some quite scary men, how the burlesque girls treated me much more like one of themselves (with the first one, petite Miss K D being very nice, supportive and attentive), and how sissy and sexy i felt in my dress with my new tiered satin petticoat.
i'd so love if this band got famous: beauty salons in the morning, recording in the afternoon, world tours and shopping opportunity and living as a punk-rock princess full time!!!
i have been carrying my purse to all but the roughest areas or conservative jobs, even to pick up and drop off the P.A. i got ready at home tonight and my pretty satin dress doesn't have any pockets so i definitely needed it!! It's also easier to find stuff in a bag rather than search pockets.
More gigs, more of an excuse to get hair done too. still looking for an appropriate and good salon, have almost decided on blonde with highlights, but i’m worried about the effect of going from black to blonde on my hair.
And so although i have spent half the weekend in the car and dropping off PA's and amps etc and am a tired gurl, i feel the whole weekend was a success - especially feeling SO effeminate and frilly next to all the blokey men at the party.
Xox sissy Kayla Kent
PART TWO
Finally after two days of solid work I had time for my maid dress pictures! Omigod I am buzzing with femmy feelings after doing these pics and I am going to keep this post short: my pussy is all fluttery and I soooooo need someone to spank and do bad things to me :). Please tell me what you think!
xox Kayla
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29 July 2009
Another short post, but a goodie I hope. Miss D posed a great question: why would a sissy girl only show her cute
pics and not sexy ones? (there is a difference, boys).
So I wanted to do some really sexy pics with my favourite red and black satin bustier and red shoes, and this is what I came up with – I hope Y/you all like :)
I can tell you that I felt so femininely desirable when I was doing it, I have decided to go blonde with highlights after all! And gurls the moral of the lesson I think is to go for it, embrace sissiness and see how empowered and successful you feel. Yes, a submissive can feel empowered and proud!
LATER
Omigod! My beautician friend dropped around today (the gorgeous and inestimably valiant Ms I) to talk about haircuts and have a gossip and a coffee. She is a good friend and extremely valuable, and I was talking about how I wanted to get my other ear pierced as well so I can wear girly matching hoops and dangly earrings (as well as booking a salon day).
The brilliant Ms I went to her car and came back with stud and piercing gun, and before you could say Jacqueline Bouvier Kennedy Onassis she pierced it with a stud! Pics tomorrow, but I am sooooo excited – this is a change I have had to really suffer for and I feel quite proud of myself. Now I just have to decide on acrylics; which will be easily damaged when I work or play bass, or grow my own nails out again (which are now in really good condition after buffing, cuticles, Sally Hansen clear coats).
Look at me go lol….
xox lissa
Girdled for bed, in my favourite heavy satin long black nightgown and red bra & knickers, do you think I will make men’s cocks hard?
I was wondering tonight, what is the purpose of a sissy? Obviously to serve and train and behave, but as Miss D pointed out, the end purpose of transforming is to become a fetish sissy pleasure doll for men: tiny waist, big breasts, lingerie, and things like long red acrylic nails. Do you remember the old Forced Womanhood magazine covers?
I have admitted my fate and am posting some pics of me ready for bed and my hour’s plugging (and if I can’t stop, a sissy anal orgasm). I know I can’t hide forever so I might as well get some practise – it makes me quiver to think of men looking at them and getting hard.
And the big question dear readers, am I to go blonde? I have done the goth-rock black for years and it is akin to changing religions…but I know it will further sissify me in public, and make me more into a playboy bunny type sissy slut.
If I wait till I’m ready I never will be. Thanks Miss D, and all commenters: I crave feedback and will reply too.
xo lissa
Pictures of my elastic girdle, and what I wore to work tonight
Ok lol – so I did do makeup and hair as you can see from the pics here: I was brave and just wore dress and heels to first job. Odd-ish look from one delivery guy I bumped into but otherwise quiet. I felt so feminine with my pantihose rubbing, my push-up bra and fillets jiggling, the restriction of my girdle and the click of my inch and a half heels, I wish I could do this all day J I love the feeling of my Rimmel red plumping lipstick, it makes lips so full and shiny; perfect for those little tasks…I also think my hair (although it needs re-colouring) looked very girly tonight.
Then of course Murphy’s law struck, I needed fuel on the way to next job so I had to stop in at a petrol station and get it. The guy behind the counter kept trying to look away but his horrified gaze kept creeping back to my face, my nervous man voice at odds with full face of makeup, dress and black push up bra heehee. Again I was brave (for me, I know other people do this without much fuss) and swished back to the car, wiggling my girdled bottom.
At my last job no-one was around so I took five minutes to model my outfit – I had so much fun! I love how you can just see my ruffled panties under the open bottom girdle. Oh, I wonder if any Daddies are out there looking? I am in love with Nancy Ganz shapewear too, and want to explore figure training some more.
I have been thinking about sucking and licking hard hot cocks all afternoon, my swishy sissy obsession at the moment. On the way home from my last job I drove past an adult book store and almost stopped and went in – imagine going in dressed to a booth, and feeling hands on you – but I was a scared little pussy girl and kept going lol…
Ah well. I think I’ve been brave enough for one night. Peace, love and understanding to all, xox
