last night’ show, first one back after six months – yay!
****Miss Dee’s poll has finished! ****** By a slim margin more people think i am better as Kayla Kent, sexy sissy whore: beating narrowly cute little sissy lissie in ribbons and ruffles. What does this mean to me? i guess that i’m more of a little, cutesy prissy sissy than i thought, the pics i did happened quite easily and quickly…and that only happens if there is an innate talent/predilection for it... and i know that Kayla Kunt with blonde hair will be hot, especially/even when dressed as a little satin party dress gurl.
i am finding being a feminised sissy gurl, the mix of kayla and sissy lissie, quite liberating: i know people look at me and wonder etc but i also know some of them are wanting to touch me or put their cocks in me. it makes me feel very sexy indeed and i have found myself wiggling my bottom more, or bending over unnecessarily to fix a shoe strap etc.
And i’m so proud of how the gig went, how the band played, how i wore my stripper heels all night, how i tried to speak in a soft and feminine manner surrounded by all those very manly and some quite scary men, how the burlesque girls treated me much more like one of themselves (with the first one, petite Miss K D being very nice, supportive and attentive), and how sissy and sexy i felt in my dress with my new tiered satin petticoat.
i'd so love if this band got famous: beauty salons in the morning, recording in the afternoon, world tours and shopping opportunity and living as a punk-rock princess full time!!!
i have been carrying my purse to all but the roughest areas or conservative jobs, even to pick up and drop off the P.A. i got ready at home tonight and my pretty satin dress doesn't have any pockets so i definitely needed it!! It's also easier to find stuff in a bag rather than search pockets.
More gigs, more of an excuse to get hair done too. still looking for an appropriate and good salon, have almost decided on blonde with highlights, but i’m worried about the effect of going from black to blonde on my hair.
And so although i have spent half the weekend in the car and dropping off PA's and amps etc and am a tired gurl, i feel the whole weekend was a success - especially feeling SO effeminate and frilly next to all the blokey men at the party.
Xox sissy Kayla Kent
