watch this space...

...after some time doing other things, i'm about ready to start posting again lovely people, with some pics from last few months - i hope everyone is well and happy! xox

29 august 2009

This is a post to give thanks:

To my partner who gets it and loves me.

To Miss D who is like the best coach/auntie/cool big sister ever

To my band who get it and who love me, and keep me grounded and relevant.

To my friends who may not understand but support and defend me.

To my friends on the internet, who help me keep sane and focussed

To my family again who love me while having no tools, ideas or experience of how to deal with a sissy diva!

To all the gurls whose comments and ideas keep me on track and happy about who I am!

To a world that rewards a bit of courage and gumption with satisfaction.

To all sissy gurls out there: find your own way, be comfortable with the pace, and good luck finding the special someone that gets you too – it will happen!

Putting love out there for the world!

Xox kayla

27 August 2009

white “daniella” sissy dress at birchplace.com, my new coral dress and panties

I have been so busy this week! I hate not having time to do pretty pictures, but I just wanted to share a couple of pictures of one of my favourite sissy dresses ever. I think the model looks very sweet too: it’s available at birchplace.com and is quite expensive (lets just say it’s on my wish list)

The coral coloured babydoll dress with ruched bodice and puffy sleeves, and the cute panties that I bought a few days earlier (serendipity!) cost $30 all up, from a chain store and a mall shop. It goes to show you don’t need to spend big to be cutely dressed, and e-bay isn’t the only place you find bargains. And it’s better to hold up the dress or whatever to measure it against your body: it makes sure of the fit, and makes sissy feel even more like a femmy gurl.

Pics soon! Xox Kayla

19 August 2009

Strict ribbon chastity! Dedicated to Miss D

***Please vote in my poll!***Under Miss D’s advice and to help my further femming I have been only allowed to orgasm as a gurl: more specifically now I have to have my clitty tied up tight with ribbon, ride my dildo like a sexy gurl and rub the tip of my clitty with one finger only.

This means no easy lazy boy orgasms: I haven’t had cummies for four days now but tonight got too much – I had a very pretty white satin nightie on, some new ribbon to try out, and a pussy that was aching to be filled.

So I did it: my clitty couldn’t get big or hard because it was tied so tightly: the feeling wasn’t painful at all just strange as it focused all my aroused attention on my pussy. My hips are sore from riding it and straddling so wide, but I feel again very slinky sexy and gurly, that just-been-well-fucked look : )

As a wise lady said, this shows that I AM a gurl – no male would ever do this or even be able to orgasm like this, and it also shows that gurls like me can be sexual and sexy and still retain our effeminacy in our most intimate spots.

I do wonder if men find it more or less erotic than having it unwrapped and um, rampant as opposed to couchant shall we say?

And all I could think about was being filled at both ends while looking just as pretty as I can…omigod I need it bad lol…

Xox Kayla.

15 August 2009

last night’ show, first one back after six months – yay!

****Miss Dee’s poll has finished! ****** By a slim margin more people think i am better as Kayla Kent, sexy sissy whore: beating narrowly cute little sissy lissie in ribbons and ruffles. What does this mean to me? i guess that i’m more of a little, cutesy prissy sissy than i thought, the pics i did happened quite easily and quickly…and that only happens if there is an innate talent/predilection for it... and i know that Kayla Kunt with blonde hair will be hot, especially/even when dressed as a little satin party dress gurl.

i am finding being a feminised sissy gurl, the mix of kayla and sissy lissie, quite liberating: i know people look at me and wonder etc but i also know some of them are wanting to touch me or put their cocks in me. it makes me feel very sexy indeed and i have found myself wiggling my bottom more, or bending over unnecessarily to fix a shoe strap etc.

And i’m so proud of how the gig went, how the band played, how i wore my stripper heels all night, how i tried to speak in a soft and feminine manner surrounded by all those very manly and some quite scary men, how the burlesque girls treated me much more like one of themselves (with the first one, petite Miss K D being very nice, supportive and attentive), and how sissy and sexy i felt in my dress with my new tiered satin petticoat.

i'd so love if this band got famous: beauty salons in the morning, recording in the afternoon, world tours and shopping opportunity and living as a punk-rock princess full time!!!

i have been carrying my purse to all but the roughest areas or conservative jobs, even to pick up and drop off the P.A. i got ready at home tonight and my pretty satin dress doesn't have any pockets so i definitely needed it!! It's also easier to find stuff in a bag rather than search pockets.

More gigs, more of an excuse to get hair done too. still looking for an appropriate and good salon, have almost decided on blonde with highlights, but i’m worried about the effect of going from black to blonde on my hair.

And so although i have spent half the weekend in the car and dropping off PA's and amps etc and am a tired gurl, i feel the whole weekend was a success - especially feeling SO effeminate and frilly next to all the blokey men at the party.

Xox sissy Kayla Kent

12 August 2009

flying update – nails and handbag

This week has just been insane with work and rehearsals etc, so I haven’t had much time for anything. So I thought I’d post a pic of my cute little handbag! I get a few stares but no-one has said anything direct: it’s also only able to be carried on the forearm as the straps are so small. You can also see my lengthening nails: I am still wearing my girdle every day but dithering about my hair. My second ear piercing is healing nicely though: I can’t wait for the next month to pass so I can wear matching danglies!

I’m very excited about performing in my maid outfit on Saturday night too! Hoping for some great pics there.

Also my last two orgasms have been decidedly girly – pussy filled, and clitty wrapped up tight in ribbon chastity, only the head exposed. I use the tip of one finger just on the top: it takes a while but it’s a very feminine and feminising result! Miss D again has been a great help with teaching me about sissy chastity and playing!

There may be pics soon heehee xox Kayla

9th August 2009

I am very happy today: my suspender belt to match my Pleasure State White Label "Pin-up" panties arrived! They are in a beautiful pink jacquard satin with really pretty black lace, here’s a couple of pics:

And I will be doing my own pics in them very soon lol…maybe have to get the matching bra as well: I do love a matching set because only the most feminine of girls worry about matching their underwear…

Xox Kayla